I don’t ever want to become complacent with the process or numb to the emotional needs of the animals under my care. If culling a sick hen or sending a steer to the butcher becomes too easy and without emotion, I don’t believe I should do it anymore. When you stop thinking about the livestock as living beings with needs like your own, you start loosing your connection to them. This is when abuse happens, when animals enter and leave this world without purpose and compassion, and when we become the senseless brutes.
Karma Glos-

Our goal at this point in time is self sufficiency and to encourage others to do the same, regardless of whether they live within the city limits or without. Many of the animals we raise take up little space and can be kept in small yards as well as apartments that allow pets.

By breeding your own food, you know that what you have on your plate has been humanely raised without use of chemicals or hormones while also being affordable. It also makes you more appreciative of your meal: the barrier that the average person puts up that keeps them from identifying meat with a chicken is gone.

In essence, raising your own food makes you more honest and open with yourself without feeling the need to mask things to keep from being guilty.

What's more, you know, without a shadow of doubt, that the animal you are raising lived a happy, healthy life. Unlike the slab of meat on your table, which was raised under questionable conditions in crowded pens - possibly without ever seeing the sun - and then killed in even more questionable conditions in a factory that treats death as nothing more than a series of motions down an assembly line. You know that you have upheld the five freedoms:

Before diving into raising meat animals, or before condemning it as not for you, there are a few things you need to know.

First off, everyone is initially squeamish about raising animals for meat. Especially when it is time for them to be butchered. While difficult to do at first, it becomes much easier over time, both in how long it takes to do and how you feel about the job. Don't think that just because you weren't able to do it once you don't have it in you: all you have to do is work through it.

This ease doesn't make you a killer, or remove the value associated with life. Instead it is a good way to come to terms with the entire cycle of life while making eating meat more of a special occasion rather than something you pull out of your freezer and toss in the oven. You finally become a part of your surroundings rather than someone who plucks faceless, formless meat out of plastic bags in the grocery store. It is a way to finally be at peace with any internal moral conflicts you may have about ending a life to feed yourself.

If you truly can't bring yourself to do the deed for whatever reason, you don't have to. There are other people whose help you can enlist, be it a friend or relative, or a local butcher.

Breeders can be pets, too. While it is a good idea to never, ever name anything you plan on putting in the freezer, that rule doesn't apply to the parents. Geese don't reach their peak maturity until 3-5 years of age, and can continue laying and raising young for 20+ years. Chickens and ducks that no longer pay their way in laying eggs are fantastic mothers in their old age and will happily brood eggs and adopt babies for another 5-10 years.

Many of my breeders have names and are pets. I sit out in the yard and feed them treats, or put them in the garden or out in the grass, make sure they have access to toys to keep them from being bored, and even do special things on the holidays and their birthdays. I am familiar enough with them that I can point to two grey geese in the field and tell you which one is Jezebel, a promiscuous Pilgrim hen, along with stories about how much of a tease she is to Rddr, a love-sick young gander who stood by her side even when she strayed from his (and into the loving embrace of every other gander who could sneak away from his sharp-eyed mate).

Finally, don't feel constrained by time or space. There are a number of small animals that can be raised for meat indoors, without a license and within the city limits such as quail, rabbits, and pigeons.

Mindless Murderers

A common misconception is that people who raise for meat are detatched from their animals, treating them like tomatoes in a garden: feeding, watering, and butchering them without thinking twice. Or that killing desensitizes you, making life less precious, when nothing could be further from the truth. In The Omnivore's Dilemma by Michael Pollan, there is a discussion in which John Salatin (an innovative farmer who wrote You Can Farm and Salad Bar Beef which teach you how to use holistic methods of animal husbandry) explains his take on the mindset a person or society finds themselves in when they process their own meat:

“Nobody should (kill everyday), that’s why in the bible the priests drew lots to determine who would conduct the ritual slaughter, and they rotated the job every month. Slaughter is dehumanizing work if your have to do it every day. Processing but a few days a month means we can actually think about what we’re doing and be as careful and humane as possible.”

In this I agree. I'm loathe to see what mental state slaughterhouse workers are in when they decide how best to get through each day: whether they become indifferent to what is going on around them, or find ways to take pride in what they see all around them each time they are at work. To me, our meat industry, with its habit of raising thousands of animals in cramped conditions, isn't good for the animals and isn't emotionally or mentally healthy for the people involved. Likewise, the conditions in our slaughterhouses aren't only shocking for the animals that go through the doors, but for the thousands of employees who stand in place day in and day out, covered in blood, smelling blood, and seeing blood.

By divorcing yourself from commercial meat you are taking a step back and seeing your food as a sacrifice made for you rather than a tasty snack. The chicken on your plate will be more rewarding - more satisfying - because you were the one who put in the time to raise it and keep it safe. Because this isn't just something you threw in your cart then tossed in the oven: it was something you were able to do. Something woefully few Americans can or will do. Dinner can then, finally, become the personal ritual it used to be.

Why Eat Critically Rare Animals?

Unlike wildlife, which generally becomes endangered because of habitat loss or over hunting, most rare breeds of livestock have lost their numbers because many people have lost focus with locally raised meat, leaving giant industries to focus on one or two breeds (usually mixed hybrids) to supply grocery stores nation wide.

Breeds that grow faster, dress out clean, and produce more are favored by commercial farms over breeds that may grow slower but have a better flavor, or ones that don't grow as large as the average consummer wants, but are perfect for a hobby farm. In short, livestock become endangered because they no longer appear useful, at which point they become obscure, resulting in new people overlooking them in favor of more common breeds.

In addition to having a purpose, eating the animals that don't meet breed specifications also helps improve the breed. Instead of foisting off lack luster males and runty females onto others as breeding stock, you can cull them out, allowing only the best of the best to continue breeding, either for you or for others.

Now that there is a hobby farm revival, where people are becoming concerned about the ill-treatment of meat animals in addition to the chemicals and hormones fed to them, there is a growing interest in raising our own livestock for meat, milk, eggs, and even fur. This revival has helped bring back many breeds that were teetering on the brink of extinction, but there is still more that needs to be done.

When you decide what you want to raise, look at all of the options available. Don't feel forced to take on a rare breed, especially if you are brand new to raising that type of animal, but still understand that there are more options out there than the meat industry would lead you to believe. Feel free to experiment with different breeds until you find one that best suits you, or until you feel comfortable enough to work with more expensive and rare varieties.